The Rollercoaster Ride

It's been a while... AGAIN...

Somehow it seems as if my life is only and all about work. My stress is about work, my worries is about work... my ups and downs revolve all around work.

It sure is a rollercoaster ride.

I'm trying to be strong... I'm trying to get stronger... and the ride's not easy.

It doesn't help that in the midst of all these struggles, I'm missing the little things in life.

I miss having free time doing nothing. I miss having the time to laze in bed and reading a book. I miss going shopping even if it's window-shopping. I miss spending time chilling out and catching up with friends. I miss being able to stay out late at nights without having to think about work, or feel guilty about it. I miss waking up late on Sunday morning, feeling carefree, without a worry... I miss...... so many things.

I feel kinda sad, kinda down. It might be a mental conditioning... and I'm trying very hard to pick myself up, to put in the best I can.

Everyone's vote of confidence in me helps... It's encouraging, but then again, their vote of confidence brings my own expectation of myself up as well. I guess I got to be easy on myself. Makes life easier...

Now it's back to work. Till the next time... we shall meet... Soon I hope...